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The best thing to do in life is

Not putting any high hopes to anyone

Mind clear 100% from anybody

Maksudnya 100% BEBAS dari cengkaman sape2/ dari tunduk dengan siapa2/dari jadi milik siapa2 especially yang tanpa ada ikatan lagi 

AKU MERDEKA!!

Being FREE even from having a CLOSE RELATIONSHIP with anyone

I do FAIR to everyone

Not having a COMMITMENT to anybody;

Like from the early morning checking up his daily schedules, need to make time to have lunch dates@coffee dates @dinner dates. 

Stressed up for his late replies even for few minutes, if possible wanna know what his OOTD everyday, dah makan ke belum, putting up with misunderstandings on stuffs, trying to manage his daily activities or even being told by him to do what I am supposed to do

But being single is having commitment only to yourself

Bila kita dah start tak kisah ape nak jadi dengan masing2/ kau nak keluar dengan sape & nak buat ape/ Dah tak berharap bila kita nak keluar/ dah tak tunggu bila kita nak jumpa etc etc.. It's a No No now

Yeah I have always loved being single this way

Memang tak berkawan RAPAT dengan siapa pun

SERIUS,

BEBAS

Maybe I have changed from what I was many years back

But now looking at new perspectives of life I still can gain MANY things

and there are still a lot more ADVENTURES that I wanna embark in life and I don't wanna lose a single day doing the same thing that I don't put my heart 100% into it

I HAVE MOVED ON

I am still YOUNG

Bagi aku Jodoh tu paling penting kena ada PERSEFAHAMAN & SEKUFU

Persefahaman maksudnya sama2 FEEL untuk jujur, sharing, Nothing to hide, berterus terang, discuss about future plannings & no need to be 24/7 in the lovey dovey mood coz partners are like best friends. It's all about BALANCE. 

Talking about our day, our families, our aim in the future and keep repeating the same things WITHOUT GETTING BORED- this is just what I aim to have

Sekufu bila kita dah nampak lifestyle masing2 sama ke tak. Boleh masuk ke tak. from family background & penerimaan keluarga masing2

Aku rasa penerimaan family sgt penting

Sama ada NAIK SAMA2 & JATUH SAMA2 atau Sorang NAIK & Sorg lagi JATUH-bad sign..

Kadang2 cara hidup masing2 tak kena but we still can work on that more like Yeah we can always get to know our partner's friends etc etc..like I don't go out with someone else behind your back and you should do the same thing too
Like you are in your own world while I'm in my own world but we can't be in that same 2 worlds together. at the same time..WHY?
And for me I don't do things with EX-es and that is how I have moved on PEACEFULLY and I expect the same from you too

Memang kene sama2 LOYAL- yeah I Really Hope that I am able to experience this with someone new

Mungkin dari side kita nampak dia negatif, of course kita pun ada negatif
Mungkin dua2 belum sama2 matang

Tapi kalau dari side dia pulak nampak kita negatif tapi bila kita nak tegakkan kebenaran pun tak diterima

Where is the JUSTICE right? 

Mungkin sampai satu tahap kita nampak..oh this is not gonna work; not gonna bring us to another level

Lama2 kita nampak mungkin memang bukan jodoh dan kita tak boleh paksa sampai jadi

Sebab kalau Jodoh belum sampai.. memang hari2 akan sentiasa ada salah faham, ada terasa, takde harmoni. mungkin harmoni sekejap lepas tu GADUH balik. ada sakit hati, kecewa, rasa digunakan..penat kan, sgt penat

So kat situ kite dah nampak dah ke mana hala tuju hubungan untuk jangka masa yang panjang, for the next 5 or 10 years.

I really wish for a harmony relationship..

Aku rasa aku lebih TERBUKA untuk terima yang aku masih lagi tak tahu siapa jodoh aku and I'm not planning to force on it. So Let it be..

BTW
To my Haters generally;
Really this is your victory. I would like to wish a Big Congratulations, for now.
You are the winner. You Win At Life. Congrats

I promise to myself that A new life is a FRESH chapter

not involving anyone in the past but only involves myself that is EVOLVING into someone that is so much better

Guess what; I don't even feel like crying..that's a good sign right

Aku tak rasa menyesal bila aku dah redha untuk lepaskan sejarah lama aku

Which is now I'm only Busy with myself

I'm just making extra time only for myself now 

To my past, I guess we have found our separate ways which is so much better right

Dengan lapang dada,

From this moment

I pressed DELETE button to my past histories

To myself..

Let's bring it on to My more amazing future life

Peace out
xo